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sorry my dear blog i have abandoned you for a so long time because of my laziness.. :( :(
anyway i am back!! :D
*applause* ehem ehem

okay, at first, something share with you,
there were around 300 stray dogs rounded up by Pulau Ketam residents and deported to an isolated island to fend for themselves.
a rescue team is trying to help those pity puppies and dogs from the island which is deficient in food for them to survive.
they were found to have eaten their fellows' dead bodies to survive!! omg it is so cruel!!
how come those residents could treat animals in this way???
they are starving and dying in the remote island!!
they do have right to live in this world!!
a rescue team was set up and the member is now mounting, they are urgently collecting fund to rescue those dogs.
death is imminent to them.
how pathetic is this world, human could live at ease but why those pity animals couldn't!
those residents even don't bother to help the rescue team.
they are murders, yea, exactly. what the shit they are.

link to this website if you wish to know more
http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue/





secondly,
sorry to ppl around me if have shown a stupid busuk face to you these few days..
i didn't mean it really, thanks to my lovely period and the-very-serious-private-affair-which-i-couldn't-tell-you..i am so sorry...:(

and... i hope everything fine on you.. and sorry we were not there with you... i know you were so disappointed to us... all i could say is sorry... i will do my best from today onwards, i promise! get well soon please!!

sigh.. everything comes so suddenly, which i had expected, yet not prepared for.
and to my surprise, at that moment i couldn't find a person to talk to.

i was so sad

anyway, i will go through this tough time, though i couldn't imagine what will happen then.
still i will be tough, and always am i :)

one more thing,

mymoneypleasecomebackseriouslyisweariwontsquanderyouanymore


cheers :)

moody

ohh..i m so far away from my last post..
feel wanna share my recent life with u,
but now i m so damn sad, really really upset..
an affair happened in ktm while i was on the way home :( :(
promise will update soon!
see ya!

i am just in a speechless condition.
keep thinking why.
please view a video in this website http://advocateviews.blogspot.com/,
then u will know what happened.
wtf malaysia authorities!

just want to give u a hug

just feel like wanna give u a hug, a very big big hug.
i know u have gone through a very tough time,
i am trying to stand at your side and understand all these,
but still i can't understand why...
why why why
i can't accept this kinda thing happened on u.
i couldn't imagine how you deal with these.
i just want to say,
u are brave,
really brave,
just pray for u,
hope u can live in happiness, forever and ever.
hope he will treat u better than everyone.
yes
just wanna give u a hug, a super big warm hug.

u know,
there is a way for us to achieve true happiness,
that is think positively.
yea, everyone knows it i bet.
sounds very easy but somehow difficult to do exactly like that.

i had been the one who always follow my own mind,
without thinking whatsoever consequences that could actually happen.
and i always trusted my first feeling,
when i feel it right, i follow it; when i think it is wrong, i throw/kick it completely away from my life.
also, when i was facing failure, i upset, i felt awful, i kept thinking of any worse thing that might happen then.
so i never realized, when one door of happiness closes, another one will be opened.
God is fair, definitely.
but often some look so long at the closed door that they could not see the one that has been opened for them.
and me was one of them.

throughout these few years,
i thought i have changed, a lot.
i thought i was strong enough to make through whatever.
until recently, when i was forced to face the crisis that i could never imagine,
i know i am not as tough as i thought i could be.
and in my deep heart,
i am not as happy like what people think about me.
i was only pretending just like i was really happy all the while,
i hate to be like this kind of me.
i want my true laughs come back,
from the bottom of my heart that had gone away for few years.

so from now,
i would like to change
i WANT to think positively,
as the way of thinking could change everything, from awful to wonderful.
i want to treat every challenge as a door to happiness,
and smile always, be tough to any obstacles,
bring true happiness to everyone around me,
because
i want we all happy!! :)

outing later,
excited excited excited!! :D :D

a new turning point for me! :)

alo~i am so far away from my last 'life blog'
how am I doing recently?
happy to tell you all,
i am going to have a new job soon! :D
so excited and cant wait for it
but somehow kinda worry about...
as u know, the 'inner-office-relationship' is indeed complicated,
and
hard to deal with it evasively.
but still, looking forward to its coming,
a new challenge for me
hehehe
wish me good luck! :)

comparison of connection speed, swt after reading it

FW from an email.

Top Countries by Download Speed

1. 19.88 Mb/s Korea, Republic of
2. 15.98 Mb/s Japan
3. 14.99 Mb/s Aland Islands
4. 12.75 Mb/s Lithuania
5. 12.67 Mb/s Sweden
6. 12.08 Mb/s Latvia
7. 11.92 Mb/s Romania
8. 11.22 Mb/s Bulgaria
9. 10.43 Mb/s Netherlands
10 .9.03 Mb/s Moldova, Republic of
11. 8.35 Mb/s Slovakia
12. 8.14 Mb/s Hong Kong
13. 8.13 Mb/s Germany
14. 8.03 Mb/s Russian Federation
87. 1.82 Mb/s Malaysia

Top Countries by Upload Speed

1. 8.74 Mb/s Lithuania
2. 7.27 Mb/s Japan
3. 5.57 Mb/s Aland Islands
4. 5.32 Mb/s Bulgaria
5. 4.86 Mb/s Latvia
6. 4.80 Mb/s Romania
7. 4.56 Mb/s Russian Federation
8. 4.49 Mb/s Hong Kong
9. 4.41 Mb/s Sweden
10. 4.24 Mb/s Slovenia
11. 3.68 Mb/s Andorra
12. 3.45 Mb/s Moldova, Republic of
13. 3.05 Mb/s Asia/Pacific Region
14. 3.05 Mb/s Netherlands
73. 0.55 Mb/s Malaysia

Connection Speed:

Singapore:6.79mbps

China: 2.4mpbs

Malaysia:1.67 mbps

source:http://www.speedtest.net/global.php


These informations show that our country connection speed are par with South Africa and other developing countries. South Africa have an average connection speed of 1.6mbps , while ours are 1.67mbps , same speed with our capital KL too. Singapore enjoys an average of 6mbps , Japan the fastest ,17mbps . Even China are overtaking us with an average of 2.4mpbs.



Next, unlimited 1mbps price comparison:



Singapore: SGD 20 ( approximately RM50 )

China: RMB 98 ( approximately RM50 )

Malaysia: RM99



source:

SingTel：http://www.singnet.com.sg/plans_ ... snbb.asp?snbb=1Matl
China：http://hz.bendibao.com/cyfw/2007723/fw24783.asp
Malaysia：http://www.streamyx.com.my/get_s ... yx_package_standard




Singapore par with China in term of 1mbps connection fee , but Singapore only have one ISP , SingTel , while China have many regional company which may offer much lower price . Both country ISP provide free installation , modem or annual discounting . Our ISP monthly price is the highest , neither provide user a modem ,free installation nor annual discounting , which will not only COST RM99 , but also put many related surcharge (such as fixed line , annual fee , technician fee and so on ) together.



Lastly , Broadband penetration rate :



Singapore： 102.1%
China：21.5%
Malaysia：21.1%



source:

IDA：http://www.ida.gov.sg/Publications/20090304182010.aspx
CNNIC：http://www.cnnic.cn/html/Dir/2009/01/12/5447.htm
MCMC：http://www.skmm.gov.my/facts_figures/stats/index.asp



Singapore has the highest penetration rate , 102.1% , because the statistic are base on household usage , which mean that some household maybe having more than one broadband connection. China statistic are based on population usage , reports shows that China have the most netizen in the world , approximately 270 million user are connected to internet using broadband. Our statistic are also based on household usage , which is 21.1 per 100 household are using broadband.



Conclusion:



Not only that our connection speed is the lowest , we are also being charged nearly double compared to other countries ISP , therefore our broadband penetration is the lowest . If our government policy is to transform our country into a ICT or high value adding driven economy , it's better to start catching others before we lag too behind . Better infrastructure , more competitive ISP , better regulation, resource, and more attention toward our connection may be the key towards an ICT buildup , and NOT JUST SOME TALKS ABOUT IT. Or else , we will be risked overtaking by other countries that may still lagging behind SOON , such was the case of China and lose our ability to compete .