recently...

okay...finally updated my blog...haha

recently, i am always thinking....
what exactly i have learnt in uni??
do i understand the piled stuffs in the lectures?
am i manage to answer the tutorial questions?
did i try my best to perceive and pay attention in classes?

ohh......the only answer is NO...

i can't remember what i've learnt and memorised...
i can't give answers to tutorial questions even can't understand them...
i never pay 100% attention while lecturer was teaching...
i never try to approach lecturer or anyone to clarify thousand questions in my brain...

omg.......overwhelmingly guilty conscience............

hey!!! how much u spent per year for ur course???
u dare to loiter away, instead of study??

sigh
i hope i could learn the lesson from last sem's failure...
i hope la.......

inertia is killing me..................:( :(