。 full stop

yup, 2009 soon after will be marked a full stop..

throughout the year,
yes, i did have a lot of fun and joy and cheers,
i did receive a lot of love and courage and support from people around me..
it's a thanksgiving.. :)
i am glad and appreciate to have people around me, because you coloured my life with vivid memories and sincere loves..my family, and my friends, you are great and important in my life, without you, i am nothing :)

and yes, something sorrowful did happen when 2009 almost comes to an end..unfortunately..
though it's really a tough time, and it is indeed distressing, i believe that i could go through it, with your love and encouragement that strengthen me up, and accompany me to step over the marshes and the pains..i know i will have to undergo the sorrow myself, though it is piercing enough..and i will go through it, with the merely courage i have now..
give me courage, will you?

anyway, i do hope that the whole new 2010 could bring new hopes to me, and of course to you too..
and lastly,
love, which is what i need in this moment especially, is also the one i would like to spread out, to you, and you, and you :)

good luck, good health to you in the whole year onwards! :) :)
and good night and happy new year!! *hugs + loves*

life seats..

人生啊。。变幻无常。。

sorry to my eyes..

oh gush...i feel sorry to my eyes..
i have abused them for 24 hours non-stop!!
i woke up yesterday at 9.30am, and then slept at 9.40am TODAY!!
seriously i am not kidding you! what have i done in this 24hours??
err..wait i recall..

breakfast with gege in SA; cooked tang yuen; met huda up and stayed together with her in tiscra (and received b'day+christmas gift from huda and yokeling!! :D *hugs*); then fell asleep for 2 times in tiscra while studying; facebook; dinner with huda; facebook again; read others' blogs; changed my blog's background (which spent me lotsa lotsa time.. nice?nice?? :D); then finally gao dim one lecture of MAD 2; and the time suddenly became 5am liao...gushhh...
then i was back to my room, thinking of watching ONE episode of drama, ended up i terus finished it...there were 7 episodes left!! =.=

so this is the story of my pity eyes of being abused by her devilish owner, doing la li la za things but not the most important one for now i.e study!! *guilty..*
okay now my eyes protest liao..they are bloodshot and itchy now!! ...help!
m going to sleep again..though i just woke up 4 hours before..
good night.
ciao~

helo~~

HAPPY TANG YUEN!!!
yeahhhh.. me was back to hometown and had tang yuen with family..
aww..it's simply SWEET and WARM!! :D :D
but so sad, i am now back to uni again..
gonna sleep with my books and journals and notes again.. oops! and a stupid-big-black lizard who jumped into my room when i opened my window!! it's really big!!
omg.. i think i dun dare to sleep on my bed tonight..
cz i scared it will kiss me when i am sleeping!! lol
oh man..
seriously it's so scary to stay together with a big lizard in such a small room leh...Help!!
*sob sob sob* somebody help me to move it out from my room?? i will appreciate..and treat you my new partners - m&s cookies/choc bar!! please~~~~~~~~~T.T

caught flu again..sigh..why my nose so weak one har?
can change a stronger nose ar?? >.<

anyway, enjoy your tang yuen festival with family or friends (or yourself?? *sound so pathetic neh..lol* nvm if you eat tang yuen alone and want to find someone with you, welcome to me!! :D )
and guess my breakfast tomorrow??
Dang Dang!!
*Tang Yuen!!*
lol

okay..good night!! back to eat my books liao..
*love*

oooohhhh..noooo............

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but how come i am not studying??? >.<

recently

oh dear,
i have been so out of study mood since last sunday..
apparently my birthday mood and christmas mood have been here too earlier than i expected..
and tomorrow will be an outing day!! :D
plus..i am so home sick now :(
i miss muar
i miss everyone in muar
i miss my family..
i miss my orchestra fellows..
and of course i miss FOOD!!

good news is, i am going back VERY SOON!!!
right after tomorrow's outing!! :D :D
it's delightful, isn't?

hm..later will be my very last lecture in this semester..
meanwhile semester is end
study break comes...
omg..time pass like rocket
my year 2 semester 1 is coming to an end without any notice..
while i think of my piles of books and journals... *sob sob*......help!!

urgh..
i am so deep in period pain..
i hate doctors..
how come they always tipu ppl one?
asked me do more exercises then it will not be so painful..
that's NOT true!! >.<
i still pain like hell....

urgh.urgh.urgh!!!


going to cook red bean soup now :)
anyone in? ;)

cheers. :)

ahHA!!

first of all, something funny share with you :)

1) i was checking exam docket for this semester final,
and this is my exam docket..






















after checking mine, i just randomly rolled down the scroll, then i saw my sister's exam docket, who is in final year now. what a surprise!!



















but then, i was so bored that i continued scolling down, and something scary happened!!
guess what???

i saw my eldest sister's name!!! OMG!!
she is supposed to be working in JB, why is she coming for exam?? lol


















what the crab.. it's so cuteee!! haha!!
name coincidence often happens on our family members!! :P

forgive me if u feel like it's so stupid and not funny at all..
hahaha!!
okay.. it seems like exam fever has already driven me crazy...
forgive me... *sob sob*


2) me is so so so so so so so emo these few days...help!! >.<


3) my junk food finished..again...i need replenishment!!! *yelling


4) i've just finished my dinner.. but how come i feel hungry now??


5) *jeng jeng jeng jeng* i proudly announce that I HAVE FINISHED ONE OF MY JAMS!!! lol


6) today is freaking cold wey.. so..
HAPPY FREEZZZZZZZZZ!! LOL

forgive me...>.<


and...

enjoy your days!! :) :)

...

我不知道我们还能不能撑到那一步。。
那一步我们都曾想去的位置。。
一次又一次的失望，
心已经冷到了一种我从来都没有想过会到这样的地步。。
是时候放弃了吗？
还是要等到伤痕累累，由失望变成绝望的地步？？



我不想放弃这段感情。。
你知道吗？
所以。。
我还能再期望多一次吗？
一次就好。。
最后的一次了。。。



偶然发现这篇文章，希望你能看一看。。


你可知道
要女人清晨醒來
淩亂的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上


你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性 她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情
於是，你們爭吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是，你們冷戰，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個擁抱一個吻，用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裏的悲傷和眼角的淚水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。。。。。。。。。。

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。。。。。。
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！。。。。。。


希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人

她們為你付出過，不求回報

卻希望你們能夠讀懂，能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去

不要讓愛你的女人流淚

不要讓她傷心

更不要讓她絕望和死心！
因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人
就意味著失去了整個世界...

女孩子20歲左右是她最美麗的。這時她的心地最善良，她有點成熟，又有點孩子氣。
男孩子20左右的時候是他最暗淡的日子，這時什麼都沒有，不能獨立又不想依賴，掙紮著彷徨著，尋找著自己的位置，所以如果一個男孩子在他20歲左右的時候遇見了與他年紀相當的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因為這個女孩子是用用自己最美麗的年華陪他走過了最暗淡的日子！女孩只有陪他走過，女孩將永遠幸福下去。

wow wow yay yay~~~

my feeling of going singk is seriously not enough to use 'desperate' to describe already...
urgh!!
perhaps i should learn from lingyok, rachael they all..
SING ON SKYPE!!! lol
save money by the way..hahax!!

at this untimely moment, exam timetable came out!!!
omg.omg.omg.
it really stresses me up!!
gonna study seriously..
this is definitely a tough year 2!!

btw,
i've received a gift from IBO lecturer yesterday, for the best group in seminar!!
*applause*
yayyy!!!
and....
it's CHOCOLATE!!!
yummyyyyy~~~how come the lecturer so understanding one :P :P



but this cadbury tipu ppl punya..
it stated that 'with hazel nut praline'
but how come i cant feel the hazelnut ler...
sad.. *sob sob*



anyway, it is yummy enough for me to forgive it!!

hmm..by way of appreciation, i started studying IBO!! lol
and hope TI-GONG popi i can finish it ar...
because it's really alot!!!

m going to tesco later to replenish my stock..
maggi finished, biscuits finished, junk food finished,
munchy thingy all finished!!
how could i survive without them??
but once i think of squeezing into the tesco bus,
i will feel like...argh!! let me starve to death bah!! >.<

last but not least,
i want play badmintonbadmintonbadminton!!!
i want singksingksingk!!!
i want icecreamicecreamicecream!!!

have a nice weekend!! :)
*hugs*

opps!! one more thing!!
NEW MOON I AM COMING!!! :D :D :D

omgit'saboutacenturyfrommylastblog

sorry my dear blog i have abandoned you for a so long time because of my laziness.. :( :(
anyway i am back!! :D
*applause* ehem ehem

okay, at first, something share with you,
there were around 300 stray dogs rounded up by Pulau Ketam residents and deported to an isolated island to fend for themselves.
a rescue team is trying to help those pity puppies and dogs from the island which is deficient in food for them to survive.
they were found to have eaten their fellows' dead bodies to survive!! omg it is so cruel!!
how come those residents could treat animals in this way???
they are starving and dying in the remote island!!
they do have right to live in this world!!
a rescue team was set up and the member is now mounting, they are urgently collecting fund to rescue those dogs.
death is imminent to them.
how pathetic is this world, human could live at ease but why those pity animals couldn't!
those residents even don't bother to help the rescue team.
they are murders, yea, exactly. what the shit they are.

link to this website if you wish to know more
http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue/





secondly,
sorry to ppl around me if have shown a stupid busuk face to you these few days..
i didn't mean it really, thanks to my lovely period and the-very-serious-private-affair-which-i-couldn't-tell-you..i am so sorry...:(

and... i hope everything fine on you.. and sorry we were not there with you... i know you were so disappointed to us... all i could say is sorry... i will do my best from today onwards, i promise! get well soon please!!

sigh.. everything comes so suddenly, which i had expected, yet not prepared for.
and to my surprise, at that moment i couldn't find a person to talk to.

i was so sad

anyway, i will go through this tough time, though i couldn't imagine what will happen then.
still i will be tough, and always am i :)

one more thing,

mymoneypleasecomebackseriouslyisweariwontsquanderyouanymore


cheers :)

moody

ohh..i m so far away from my last post..
feel wanna share my recent life with u,
but now i m so damn sad, really really upset..
an affair happened in ktm while i was on the way home :( :(
promise will update soon!
see ya!

i am just in a speechless condition.
keep thinking why.
please view a video in this website http://advocateviews.blogspot.com/,
then u will know what happened.
wtf malaysia authorities!

just want to give u a hug

just feel like wanna give u a hug, a very big big hug.
i know u have gone through a very tough time,
i am trying to stand at your side and understand all these,
but still i can't understand why...
why why why
i can't accept this kinda thing happened on u.
i couldn't imagine how you deal with these.
i just want to say,
u are brave,
really brave,
just pray for u,
hope u can live in happiness, forever and ever.
hope he will treat u better than everyone.
yes
just wanna give u a hug, a super big warm hug.

u know,
there is a way for us to achieve true happiness,
that is think positively.
yea, everyone knows it i bet.
sounds very easy but somehow difficult to do exactly like that.

i had been the one who always follow my own mind,
without thinking whatsoever consequences that could actually happen.
and i always trusted my first feeling,
when i feel it right, i follow it; when i think it is wrong, i throw/kick it completely away from my life.
also, when i was facing failure, i upset, i felt awful, i kept thinking of any worse thing that might happen then.
so i never realized, when one door of happiness closes, another one will be opened.
God is fair, definitely.
but often some look so long at the closed door that they could not see the one that has been opened for them.
and me was one of them.

throughout these few years,
i thought i have changed, a lot.
i thought i was strong enough to make through whatever.
until recently, when i was forced to face the crisis that i could never imagine,
i know i am not as tough as i thought i could be.
and in my deep heart,
i am not as happy like what people think about me.
i was only pretending just like i was really happy all the while,
i hate to be like this kind of me.
i want my true laughs come back,
from the bottom of my heart that had gone away for few years.

so from now,
i would like to change
i WANT to think positively,
as the way of thinking could change everything, from awful to wonderful.
i want to treat every challenge as a door to happiness,
and smile always, be tough to any obstacles,
bring true happiness to everyone around me,
because
i want we all happy!! :)

outing later,
excited excited excited!! :D :D

a new turning point for me! :)

alo~i am so far away from my last 'life blog'
how am I doing recently?
happy to tell you all,
i am going to have a new job soon! :D
so excited and cant wait for it
but somehow kinda worry about...
as u know, the 'inner-office-relationship' is indeed complicated,
and
hard to deal with it evasively.
but still, looking forward to its coming,
a new challenge for me
hehehe
wish me good luck! :)

comparison of connection speed, swt after reading it

FW from an email.

Top Countries by Download Speed

1. 19.88 Mb/s Korea, Republic of
2. 15.98 Mb/s Japan
3. 14.99 Mb/s Aland Islands
4. 12.75 Mb/s Lithuania
5. 12.67 Mb/s Sweden
6. 12.08 Mb/s Latvia
7. 11.92 Mb/s Romania
8. 11.22 Mb/s Bulgaria
9. 10.43 Mb/s Netherlands
10 .9.03 Mb/s Moldova, Republic of
11. 8.35 Mb/s Slovakia
12. 8.14 Mb/s Hong Kong
13. 8.13 Mb/s Germany
14. 8.03 Mb/s Russian Federation
87. 1.82 Mb/s Malaysia

Top Countries by Upload Speed

1. 8.74 Mb/s Lithuania
2. 7.27 Mb/s Japan
3. 5.57 Mb/s Aland Islands
4. 5.32 Mb/s Bulgaria
5. 4.86 Mb/s Latvia
6. 4.80 Mb/s Romania
7. 4.56 Mb/s Russian Federation
8. 4.49 Mb/s Hong Kong
9. 4.41 Mb/s Sweden
10. 4.24 Mb/s Slovenia
11. 3.68 Mb/s Andorra
12. 3.45 Mb/s Moldova, Republic of
13. 3.05 Mb/s Asia/Pacific Region
14. 3.05 Mb/s Netherlands
73. 0.55 Mb/s Malaysia

Connection Speed:

Singapore:6.79mbps

China: 2.4mpbs

Malaysia:1.67 mbps

source:http://www.speedtest.net/global.php


These informations show that our country connection speed are par with South Africa and other developing countries. South Africa have an average connection speed of 1.6mbps , while ours are 1.67mbps , same speed with our capital KL too. Singapore enjoys an average of 6mbps , Japan the fastest ,17mbps . Even China are overtaking us with an average of 2.4mpbs.



Next, unlimited 1mbps price comparison:



Singapore: SGD 20 ( approximately RM50 )

China: RMB 98 ( approximately RM50 )

Malaysia: RM99



source:

SingTel：http://www.singnet.com.sg/plans_ ... snbb.asp?snbb=1Matl
China：http://hz.bendibao.com/cyfw/2007723/fw24783.asp
Malaysia：http://www.streamyx.com.my/get_s ... yx_package_standard




Singapore par with China in term of 1mbps connection fee , but Singapore only have one ISP , SingTel , while China have many regional company which may offer much lower price . Both country ISP provide free installation , modem or annual discounting . Our ISP monthly price is the highest , neither provide user a modem ,free installation nor annual discounting , which will not only COST RM99 , but also put many related surcharge (such as fixed line , annual fee , technician fee and so on ) together.



Lastly , Broadband penetration rate :



Singapore： 102.1%
China：21.5%
Malaysia：21.1%



source:

IDA：http://www.ida.gov.sg/Publications/20090304182010.aspx
CNNIC：http://www.cnnic.cn/html/Dir/2009/01/12/5447.htm
MCMC：http://www.skmm.gov.my/facts_figures/stats/index.asp



Singapore has the highest penetration rate , 102.1% , because the statistic are base on household usage , which mean that some household maybe having more than one broadband connection. China statistic are based on population usage , reports shows that China have the most netizen in the world , approximately 270 million user are connected to internet using broadband. Our statistic are also based on household usage , which is 21.1 per 100 household are using broadband.



Conclusion:



Not only that our connection speed is the lowest , we are also being charged nearly double compared to other countries ISP , therefore our broadband penetration is the lowest . If our government policy is to transform our country into a ICT or high value adding driven economy , it's better to start catching others before we lag too behind . Better infrastructure , more competitive ISP , better regulation, resource, and more attention toward our connection may be the key towards an ICT buildup , and NOT JUST SOME TALKS ABOUT IT. Or else , we will be risked overtaking by other countries that may still lagging behind SOON , such was the case of China and lose our ability to compete .

of deeply sad mood

ya.. i am mourning my super duper lousy result...
which was caused by stupid donkey me...
ohhh no...........
*crying*
i need tissues........T.T

RIP Michael Jackson

it's really a shock for me to hear about the death of Michael Jackson.
i bet nobody had foreseen his unhealthy could eventually cause his sudden death..
it's great lost in music industry i think.
thanks him for bring us so many nice songs and amazing dance
his music will always play in our heart..
wish he can rest in peace...
we will miss him for sure...

dilemma

well, i am facing dilemma...
really dunno what to do now...
sigh...
having too many options is not good for decision making also.
still, i am hesitating...
AARRRRRR~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i need helppppppppppp

*ehem*
i back to kl ad...
another interview will be on tomorrow...
in TTDI Damansara...

gush...i am sooo not familiar with that area... (erm..actually i am not familiar with EVERY place...=.=)
who else can help me??
please contact me asap if u are interested in giving me direction!! hahah (sounds weird right?? :P)
i really need ur help.....>.<

popi popi la...i need this job arr.....
please wish me very very good luck!!


thanks :)
good nitez~**

my holiday starts!!

guess what??
i just have my moral intensive class DONE!!
finally!!!

and i am going back to my hometown
RIGHT NOW!!!
*jumping exultantly* :)

my lovely muar,
I.AM.COMING!!! :D :D



dont forget me har~~
see u next semester all my dear friends!!
take care~~ :)

爱上工作的七个理由

if u ask me what is my purpose for looking a job,
i'd definitely say: to earn more and more money!!
but after today, i think i would change my thought towards 'job' this thingy...
not saying totally, but will be some subtle changes for sure!

below i have to write in chinese, as i found it's hard to write in english..hehe..
sorry to my readers who cant read chinese...sorry...:(

今天下午，在机缘巧合下知道慈济在静思书轩举办了一场电影观赏会，
素闻静思书轩时常都有许多活动如电影观赏会，心灵讲座等，
于是就决定和舅母及表哥去参与这次的观赏会。
吉隆坡静思书轩坐落在bukit bintang,
相信大家对bukit bintang都不陌生吧！
附近有着大家都爱去的sungai wang, low yat等，
不知道大家有没有注意到这间充满灵气的书轩呢？



在没有举办活动的日子，静思书轩就像一间cafe,
但是与众不同的是，
她没有普通cafe的喧哗杂闹，有的是可沉淀心情的轻音乐；
她没有普通cafe的市侩，有的是恬静且优雅的气氛；
她没有普通cafe各式各样的饮料，有的是健康纯正的茶品及果汁；
不需要担心荷包承受不了，因为你只需要区区几令吉，
就能在这个宁静的天堂坐上一整天，静静欣赏随手挑来的好书，
把自己浸浴在这片舒适且充满书香，茶香和轻音乐的世外桃源中。
在吉隆坡这个脚步繁忙的城市，静思书轩无疑是一个沉淀心灵的好去处。






观赏会于4pm 开始，但是我们3点多就到了。
让我最难忘的就是志工们和和善及礼貌态度，
让人充分体会到慈济向来的凡事谦卑及大爱的精神。





这场电影观赏会分享了证言法师对于工作态度的看法，
并提出了七个爱上工作的理由。
证言法师提出的第一个理由：晴天要积雨来粮。
意思大概就是居安思危吧，以备不时之需。
这句话也点醒了那些‘有多少就花多少’的人（包括我啦。。哈哈）
更警戒那些爱花未来钱的人（狂刷信用卡。。。）

第二就是：找到自己的使命感。
这点很重要，当你在自己的岗位上有了份使命感，
做起事来也会比较起劲，而不是为了工作而工作。

第三点，证言法师提出了：非关赚钱。
（当讲到这一点的时候我还真有点惭愧叻。。哈哈）
如果一个人为了赚钱而工作，
那么他的生活就会变得没有意义。
证言法师提出了一个例子：
她有一个弟子告诉她，
‘当我看到存折上多了一个零，我觉得很开心；
但是我觉得还不够，于是更努力地去打拼，想要再下个月有更多的钱。
到了下个月，我赚到了更多，看到存折的那一刻我又觉得很开心；
但其实，我并不满足，我觉得很辛苦。’
证言法师说：
欲望无止境，你的快乐其实很短暂，就只是在你看到存折的那一刻。
因为你工作的意义就只在赚钱，你要投入你的工作，爱你的工作，
这样才能体会工作的快乐。
只有心灵的满足，才有永恒的快乐。

第四个理由：为工作而生活。
人的一生中，最大部分的时间其实都在工作，
如果为了生活而工作，就会失去了工作的乐趣，
体会不到工作的使命感，而只想着要赚钱。
为了生活而工作是辛苦，为了工作而生活是幸福。
在工作上打拼得到成就感，才会觉得幸福洋溢。

第五：为悲悯苦难而工作。
这样的情操确实很少人做得到，
但其实小小的举动就可以帮到很多人，并不需要大慈大悲，
就好像慈济的志工，他们做环保，办教育，帮助有需要的人，
每个人其实只出小小的一份力，却帮到了千千万万的人。

第六：广结善缘同事度。
这点就提到了‘同事’的重要。
人与人之间的相处是一门必修的学问，
愉快的工作气氛更是爱上工作的必要条件，
于是我们要广结善缘，用微笑迎接每一个人。

第七：职志合一。
这点应该是大家都颇为同意的吧~
只有自己有兴趣的职业，才能轻松而愉快的做下去，
才对自己的工作有期待有憧憬。

说到了最后，其实我觉得这里所说的工作，
不再拘束于我们办公室里的工作，
而包括我们每天的一举一动，
这是人生的工作。
其实证言法师说了很多道理，
我并没有在一时间记得这么多，领悟这么多，
只能把我了解到的跟大家分享。
其实证言法师的道理是很多名企业家都愿意洗耳恭听的，
所以如果有空的话，
不妨多听听，相信对于人生会有更进一步的领悟。。

分享完毕，不知道你对‘工作’有没有改观了一些呢？
哈哈
欢迎分享你的想法~ :)


为了生活而工作是辛苦，为了工作而生活是幸福
就让我们一起幸幸福福得付出吧！:)

i was released from cage few days ago~
staying with my cousins and playing around!
hohoho
we went to 笼的传人 in one utama for brunch (as we all overslept =P),
i bet u'd ever heard about this restaurant before, which has its very famous 小笼包 (xiu long bao),
if u never try it before,
try it!!
it's really really nice and with reasonable price!
i love the adornment and environment there,
comfortable, pleasant and quite noblest,
but it's freaking cold indeed..

then, we went to 老油鬼鬼 for 油条,
we dabao instead of eating at there,
i wonder what ingredient on earth makes it so crisp though we'd left it for few hours before eaten.

after that, we had our dinner in a small restaurant which named '天天来苦瓜汤'
funny right the name?
i am not sure where the exact location is,
but if u have been there before, i bet u cant forget the 苦瓜汤 there,
if u like bitter gourd very much, try it! :)
the portion is quite big and with reasonable price also.

and the following day,
we went to ikano for steamboat.
the freshness of the food stuff there surprised me indeed,
no matter its chicken, beef, veg or seafood..
i'd say there is a flaw because the soup is not enough impressive actually.

hmm...after sweetness comes bitterness,
well i am coming back for my moral mid-term and final,
and the coming of my real release after final will be!
haha

nitez :)

to my dearest...

my dearest...
please try to be braver in this formidable period..
even if it might be somewhat frustrating and torturing,
please be tough while dealing with every challenge and be mature while making every single decision,
i am very sure that you can overcome these,
though it's not easy but there will be a rainbow after the storm, surely.
and the most important is,
please remember,
i'll always be with you,
i'd never and never let you walk alone...
*love*

An adventurous day...

u know,
my very first experience driving to uni,
it was actually ended by a tragedy...
sigh..
it's kinda embarrassing....and it's so silly!!
i nearly went to genting say hello to uncle lim and then stay at there waiting for my rescuer...>.<
*applicable only if i can successfully reach genting* =.=
i was indeed nervous and i had lost my mind, totally...
i just kept driving driving and driving on the boundless highway,
and it was really breathtaking...
u know,
once i thought that i would reach the end of earth!
hahaha
ehem...not funny right? hehe...
after driving a long long distance, i gave up for finding the u-turn way.
then i stopped at a petrol station, and bought two curry-puffs from the sales man,
and asked for his help.
haha...
it spent me rm 2.20...
finally i managed to u-turn to the opposite way and thank to ahvic,
i successfully came back safely...


okay...
i know i know...
nobody can be so genius like me...
i know i know...
memorizing the way from cheras to uni and from uni to cheras is too difficult...
so it's not surprising that i've lost my way...
yea....
i know i know...
everyone had experienced this also in their first time driving in kl...
so i know....
it's really not my fault...
yea i know...
bla.bla.bla.bla.bla......
*still trying to vindicate*


sigh

i really, really, need a super-omnipotent GPS!! imminently!!



btw, moral study is soooo BORING
i want my HAPPY holidays!!! >.<

hey.... i back to here...
back to uni already...
sigh
so bored...
soon i have to start my moral intensive class,
to be more precise, it's going to start on Monday, which is tomorrow.
and tomorrow, i'll check out from my *lovely* tts room and move to my aunt's house for two weeks more~yeah~~~

coming up will be my torturous life started,
and i'll be sitting in the lecture theater for 7 hours three days per week...
*cover my face and cry...wuwuwu~~*

if u still have conscience,
please...entertain me when u are free!!
hahax
why so pathetic har...
ok la...
i just need more outing before my job started~

oh yea.. my interview last time was going smoothly and i've got the job. =D

okay..now i have to clean my room and pack all my stuffs...
i know u know how difficult it is (if u have ever seen my room, hahax)

bye!

sUMMeR bReAK RROOCCKKSS!!!!

fuiyo....finally had my freakish exam finished...
*don't ask me how was it!! arrgghhh!!!*
meanwhile i have done my 1st year in nottingham...
omg, how can it be so fast??
i havent prepared yet.....
okay it doesnt matter,
cz the coming one, the most exciting one,
yea,...it's our 4 months SUMMER BREAK!!!
rock rock rock =D

hmm...
the 1st thing i would do is...
ENJOY fully in my 1st two weeks,
and then, i'll start my lovely *ehem ehem* moral intensive class for two weeks.
and then then, will be my 1st formal job started!!
woohooo~~~~
excited excited excited lerrrr~~~~~~~
okay la, it's still early man...
i need to sleep more..ooopps no,
i need to have my breakfast,
cz i have to go for interview later on~
yeah
interview
wish me good luck! =)


HAPPY SUMMER BREAK!!

*outing outing i need more outings!!!* ROARRR!! =P

i am in a world
where i have to hide my heart and what i believe in.
everyday, it's as if i play a part,
on the stage that will never have an end.
and now i see,
if i wear a mask i can fool the world,
but i cannot fool my heart...

must there be a secret that is forced to hide?
why must we all conceal?
what we think? how we feel?
must i pretend that i m someone else for all time?

but actually,
who i am inside?



~reflection~

Happy Mother's Day~~

hello~~me again =P
after disappearing for few days~

apparently my exam war hasn't stopped..
yet i keep blogging, playing facebook restaurant city, playing with my pet in pet society and bla.bla.bla...
but this doesn't indicate that i was loitering around k!! hahax

and today morning, very very early indeed (around 8am)
something cheerful happened...
i had received a call
about 1 minute after had my eyes closed for a nap

IT'S A CALL FROM MY MUMMY!! =D =D

at the moment of suffering, how glad it is to have my mum's sweet call~~
and because of the previous pathetic defeat in the war
i NEARLY forgot that today is mother's day~~
*actually i only realised after my fren reminded me about that...hehe*

with the overwhelmingly guilty heart, i sms to my mum and wished her happy mother's day...
and said that i m going to accompany her in 1st of June, which is her birthday
though mummy didn't say anything, I CAN FEEL HER JOY, earnestly~~ =D
wahahax
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY...
for me u are great and unique and the most significant one,
u have unconditionally devoted ur life for us,
meticulously protected us as if u had a gigantic stature which would never fall down...
and u have showered me with love and brought me up as who i am,
nobody and nothing can ever substitute it! =)
i love u mummy~~ =D

then then after that,
i received phone credit from my mum =D
i think she plainly knows this is the reason why i didn't call her for a long time...
thanks mummy~~=)
u are the one who knows me the most!!hahax

herm...okay....seems that i need to fight with my CEP now...
otherwise...another tragedy like business finance will definitely happen again
gusshhhhh....=(

have a nice weekend with Mankiw my nott frens! XD
nitez!! =)


*~Dedicated to every Mummy, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY~* =)

FANTASTIC!!! =D =D

OMG!!!
It's really brilliant!! fantastic!!! incredible!!! =D =D

today's trend...

i think horr...
nowadays, losing one's cell phone is becoming a fashion already...
why ppl keep losing their cell phone??
actually i should ask, why ppl keep stealing others' cell phone?!?!
extremely scary.......>.<

there were already 3 cases happened around me....
1st case was happened on my dear housemate huda...
this case...ehem....while i knew it, i was totally speechless....
u know, her cell phone was like so klunky that even if u throw it into rubbish bin also nobody will pick it up lor....
so till now i also cant understand how could it be stolen....hahaha.... *me so bad hor? =P*

the 2nd case, also happened on my housemate, another dear, yoli...
her well-known torch light cell phone, which had brightened her life with constant torch light, after being ridiculed by us for about few decades,
*yoli dun kill me....XD*
finally she had it lost in the shuttle bus and was taken by others...

the 3rd case, which i jz got to know it, was happened on our friend-whayshaun
hmm...i havent known the details about how it was lost...
but it seems to be his 2nd time already lor...
pity him la....

so, ppl, please be aware of ppl around u...
bring along ur cell phone wherever u go...
dun be the next victim!!
i feel really insecure...
muddle-headed ppl like me very likely would follow this trend...
choi~~~O_o
so must be more careful lor......




another thing i have to mention here...
that is PLEASE TAKE MORE CARE OF YOURSELF
as now there is a new virus, which is highly dangerous and can cause the death..
named H1N1, aka Swine Flu...
please do search some articles about how to avoid and prevent this virus
take care yea....=)




ohh....it's already 2.11 am...
have to say goodnite lor =)





*everyday is a new day...so flash your smile when you open your eyes* =)


*cheers*

my sportday

Guess what??
haha
i had my very 1st experience jogging in campus!! =D =D

*I LOVE NOTTINGHAM LAKESIDE!!*

and also this is my 1st exercise since i have escaped from my nightmare - PE class after graduated high school!! LOL


i must have enthusiasm in jogging!!
i love jogging i love jogging i love jogginggggggg

see u tomoro lingyoke =) *provided that i have the inspiration..hehe*
hmm...gonna play badminton also~hehehe
seems like me no need to prepare for my coming exam.. O_o
P&O is torturing me actually......aargh.....=(

enjoy ur life in preparing exam! =P
loads of blessing for u =)






ooh..yea....i did play basketball today!! =)
*if throwing the ball clumsily is also counted as playing basketball...*


~good nite~

exam is killing me...>.<

isshh....exam is coming again
this time really lagi teruk lor.....
i have to study 6 subjects arr.....
compare with last semester, this semester even tougher...

exam timetable:
7th May - People & Organisation...
hmm...no comment to this subject lor.......jz lotsa theories.......i HATE theories!! =(

8th May - Business Finance
hey...this subject supposed to be on 9th May lerr....why shift it to one day earlier...urgh....>.<

11st May - Contemporary Economic Policy
erm....aiz....jz finished the assignment....i think it is really a rubbish assignment lor....hope i can do better in exam....essay again.....T.T

13rd May - Management Accounting & Decision I
this one should be the okay one gua......but also lotsa stuffs to study lor.......

14th May - Quantitative Method 1b
aaRRRRRRR!!!!! this is the most terrible subject lor....die la........what the hypothesis....what the standardize sampling.......what what what.......lotsa question marks!! >.<

18th May - Business Law B
this subject.......this subject................this subject...................................I WONT FAIL IT AGAIN I SWEAR!!! issshhh!!! =(

conclusion - hrm....actually a bit pack lor the timetable....(for last minute ppl like me la...hahax =P) aih....cant loiter anymore....STUDY!!!>.<




gambatte all my dear nott frenz~
the suffering days would not be long lasting~
because we will soon soon soon have a SUMMER BREAK!!!=D =D

SUMMER BREAK ROCKS!!! lol
cant wait cant wait.....xixi~~ =P =P



oh ya...my dear psycho jimuis and housemate~
i know u are the toughest to struggle one....
lotsa blessing for u all =)
wishing u'all have past the exam with flying colours! =D






take good care yea everybody~
cheers =)

心痛

当你一次又一次的伤害我的时候
为什么我还要装着若无其事
让你安心...



自己的心却在淌血...








我会继续装没事

但是我的心真的很冷很冷......





你感受到了吗?

a lovely night =)

21st April, 08:00 pm, TTS2 11A, upstairs, Huda's room...

Me and YokeLing were gathering in Huda's room

gossiping... grumbling... making lotsa noises...

suddenly, huda opened her cupboard and took out a book from her bag...
said: ' Aihya...this book is SHORT LOAN ....i brought to campus today but i forgot to return lah...tomoro have to bring again....'

me and yoli stopped playing huda's thing and stared at her...

me: short loan??? today is due date arr?? ( then i opened her book and saw the date '21 April 2009', i really nearly fainted @.@)

me and yoli shouted together: 'MOYANG!! dont u know short loan book have to return before 10am???'

huda: (with 'nvm' face) it's okay~~itu tomoro due date mah....

me n yoli: HALLO!! today is 21st arrr!!!

huda: i tot due date is tomoro.....(still with 'nothing happened' face)

yoli: is this ur 1st time borrowing the short loan book??

huda: yea....this is my 1st time...

me n yoli: (really gonna fainted) no wonder la.....u know u'll be charged RM1 per hour lerr!! from today 10am till tomoro u have to pay around RM 25 ad!! faster go to return it now by bicycle!!

huda: harr?? okay okay...i'll take 8.30pm bus...

me: (feel wanna punch her...=.=) my dear nenek moyang...by the time u reached campus, library closed ad la.....(cz the 8.30pm bus always reached here at around 8.55pm)

huda: HELP ME CALL TAXI!!!

(@_@)
this girl really very rich har....call taxi summore....from tts to campus also need RM5 worr...omg....
then me n yoli decided to accompany her to walk to campus
and ask her to treat us waffle, since RM5 is enough to buy two~~wahahhaha~~~brilliant idea!!=P =P

so, me, yoli and huda again, walked to campus at 8.15pm and reached campus around 8.30pm..
then we straight away go to library...

on the way to library, i told huda: 'i think u have to pay RM9 like that lor....'

huda: 'alamak....'

in the library, me n yoli stood far away from huda at the another side of the counter
when the librarian scanned the book, she told huda: 'u hv to pay RM11 for late return..'

huda stared at the librarian, and paid RM11 with the face like somebody was feeding her a whole encyclopedia book......(me n yoli cant stop laughing at the time, hhahahaha =P =P)

after that huda scolded me, 'what RM9??i tot one piece of RM10 can settle ad...nasib baik bring enough money....accountant no use one lah....(cz only me studying accounting..)

then i teased her : accountant never help a person to count how much she has to pay for late return a short loan book~~wahahahahahahaha (me too bad horr?? =P =P)

have everything settled, we went to take bus and till the time only we realised that three of us didnt bring any bus ticket...=.=''

huda: nvm la...nanti kita merayu...'pakcik...tolong bagi enter the bus....we dun have ticket......' (with beseeching gesture)

me n yoli: okay, u are definitely the most suitable person to do this so-sublime job...=.=''hahaha

while we were going to board the bus, the bus uncle stopped huda from bringing drinks...

okay..then we faster threw the drinks...

2nd time, the bus uncle stopped us again, and asked for ticket, then we explained to him that bla bla bla....the bus uncle rejected us and said bla bla bla....

and all of the bus passengers were looking at us...
it was so so so so embarrassing.....

finally... when we decided to walk.......

‘DANG DANG DANG DANG’

at this urgent moment, a hero (an international student) showed up and asked us what has happened...
then...HE OFFERED US 3 TICKETS!!!

HUERRAY~~~~~~~=D =D
really lucky to have the guy's help....otherwise we really have to walk again....
thank you so muchh!! (though i dunno ur name =P)

finally...we reached home at around 9.15pm...
so...our one-hour-farce stopped at here...

dont u think it is really a lovely night? :P


*have a nice day*=)

post on behalf of...
yoli, huda =)

OMG!!!DONT EAT HIGH5 BREAD ANYMORE!!!

u cant imagine that!!see the factory!!














wat is tat......=.=













producing......
is it flour?? O_o














they nvr use gloves one?? >.<



so dirty!!!they use tis to produce bread??? O_o


















gonna vomit!!


























i m wondering......
r other bread manufacturers also producing in tis way?? O_O
gush................................
how bout having more morality??
*sigh*
i think bread is no longer a 'healthy food' >.<

recently...

okay...finally updated my blog...haha

recently, i am always thinking....
what exactly i have learnt in uni??
do i understand the piled stuffs in the lectures?
am i manage to answer the tutorial questions?
did i try my best to perceive and pay attention in classes?

ohh......the only answer is NO...

i can't remember what i've learnt and memorised...
i can't give answers to tutorial questions even can't understand them...
i never pay 100% attention while lecturer was teaching...
i never try to approach lecturer or anyone to clarify thousand questions in my brain...

omg.......overwhelmingly guilty conscience............

hey!!! how much u spent per year for ur course???
u dare to loiter away, instead of study??

sigh
i hope i could learn the lesson from last sem's failure...
i hope la.......

inertia is killing me..................:( :(

Batman and Robin

Batman and Robin are camping in the desert, set up their tent and are asleep. Some hours later, Batman wakes his faithful friend. "Robin, look up at the sky and tell me what you see."

Robin replies, " I see millions of stars."

"What does that tell you?" asks Batman.

Robin ponders for a minute.

"Astronomically speaking, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets.

Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo.

Chronologically, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three.

Theologically, it's evident the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant.

Meteorologically, it seems we will have a beautiful day tomorrow.

What does it tell you, Batman?"

" Robin, you f-cking idiot, someone has stolen our tent!"



omg...lol lol lol

sorry...

now only i realised what i had done towards u...
i hate everything that i did...
and hate myself...
what i m going to say, is only sorry...
nothing more than this.
really,
sorry...
i know...
i broke ur heart..
i did do things that u don't like indeed...
again and again, but i really don't mean to hurt u...

i know u'll forgive me,
and that's the one makes me feel really really guilty.
i promise, i'll be careful..
not to do anything against ur mind..
heartily,
sorry...

debate: is public transportation making ur life better?

erm..normally, public transport brings lotsa convenience to ppl rite?
but i dunno y for me,
it always makes my life become tougher!!
sigh...
i think it's my own problem lor....
perhaps, i cant coexist wif PT...O.o
it's really abstruse la....
out of nature ad...
*mystery*
sigh
sigh
sigh

so, my conclusion is,
PT makes life better indeed, but it's not suitable for ppl dull like me! LOL


btw, can somebody tell me how's the debate today? :)

幸福。。。

幸福是每个人都想要拥有的感觉
对我来说，
能做自己想做的事情，
说自己想说的话，
跟自己喜欢的人在一起；不一定是情人，也可以是朋友。
没有任何的阻滞，
幸福就会洋溢在心底。（但是。。很难，对吗？）

有人跟我说过，
简单其实就是幸福。
对，任何事情看得简单一些，烦恼就会少一些，
自然就会觉得幸福一些。。。
很可惜的是，
想要简简单单的生活，却又是多么不简单的事情。。。
能真正拥有简单的幸福的人，世界上又有几个呢？
有时，
你想要很简单的生活，
但是却被不简单的人搞得什么事都变得很复杂。。
这又是多么无奈的事。。。

我很想要拥有简单的幸福，
拥有朋友的幸福，
拥有家人的幸福，
拥有爱人的幸福，
所以，请不要复杂化我的生活。。。
也不要让其他人因为你的复杂而烦恼
这些劳什子的事情，
留给你自己就好。

happy valentine~~

HAPPY VALENTINE to everyone^^
though..for me...this is a quite lonely valentine...
haha

these two days, playing around wif my jimuis after receiving my last semester result yesterday...
hmm...in my expectation, i fail my business law...
so humiliating....tis is my very 1st time to get a such f*cking low mark...T.T
okay..i promise i'll do it better in this semester...at least have to make it PASS!!

ok then, others subjects i m still satisfied wif la...at least better than my expected,haha
if u wana knw, pls ask me personally..hehehe
luckily i successfully maintained my scholarship average...huhh.....=.=''

after that, me, suet, weeqi n peiyi went to sunway piramid~
for our pre-celebration of valentine~haha
we went 'wong kiok' for dinner~
their food does not as nice as kim gary lo...

my food~cheese chicken gok fan~
the look still attractive la...but the taste leh..hmm...
my 1st time couldnt finish food which was wif cheese
n orange juice..normal lor, but a bit tasteless, jz sweet...so sad...

weeqi's honey pork rice has a good taste~
wif her milk tea, which cause her insomnia at that nite..haha

peiyi's black pepper chicken rice~wif very very nice chocolate blended, which was supposed to have ice-cream inside~


suet had honey pork rice oso~her's
was nicer perhaps? cz she was the 1st one finished the food~wif
chocolate blended oso~~got nuts
around the edge of the cup wor~really very nice^^



after feeding our annoying non-stop-making-noises-tummy,
we went CLUBING!!
yeayea!!it's clubing!! so excited!!!
the day was ladies nite, we entered it without any pay,
summore got a cup of free drink~oops, is half of a cup of free drink actually^^
(when all the ice melt. then will become one cup of drink.haha)















the club is so much different wif the club tat i used to 'imagine'..
stuffy, unbearable noise, full wif smoke, dirty, lots of XXX ppl bla bla bla
but in contrast,
tis club is quite big, the volume of music oso in control,
the place is comfortable n i love the design there
it's toilet oso very clean, (actually, i love to visit toilet wherever i go..haha),but when u r using it, u'll hear the door shaking n 'bom.bom.bom' bcz of the extremely heavy music bass.
the dancing pool is quite big, ppl at there not loathing oso~
the most important is tat they prevent smoking
shortly, it is quite high class la..haha

except suet, the rest of us were like auntie-auntie who come frm kampung,
looking around,
pointing at ppl who were kissing or flirting,
and dancing like a duck..(with our heavy n ugly big bags..)
btw, the dancing pool is so so so cool..
the glimmer light wif very high music
and dry ice which mist around n made us couldnt see anything
haha

thanks suet dear^^
tis is my 1st time to go clubing~
n oso dance (if shaking my hands n legs awkwardly like a shit is called dance) in front of so many ppl~wahaha
i dare not imagine how clumsy i was..
but i bet nobody can recognize me.hahaha
will be there again?
looking forward to....haha

today, (yesterday actually cz it's almost 2am now)
after all classes,
we decided to make TONGYUN!!
we planed it frm last week indeed,
jz have no time to make it..
i tried very hard to make it frm powder to sumthing like dumpling..
luckily caiying's here..haha
the two psycho girls, caiying n yinwei, who forgot to eat their medicine today,
made lotsa monstrous shape tongyun,
such as fat snowman n his family, smile face, shock face, lump of shit....................
haha

tomoro, (again, few hours later)
we have to attend malaysian studies class...
omg....it is maltreating us!!
sigh
nid to sleep now...
good nite..
have a sweet valentine^^


**my dearest, i m so glad to have u wif me...love u^^**

a-long-long-long-time-not-updated

aihz....damn lazy to write blog.....
eisshhhh....
after sem1 exam, i m now a sem2 student
basically, a word can conclude my coming life
-busy-
yea...i'll be very buzy....
i have 6 compulsory subjects...6 exams and 1 assignment
i have 2 d**n LAN subjects...2 exams and 2 assignments
shortly, will be 8 exams and 3 assignments waiting for me....
hmm, i bet i'd fail half of them....=.=''

there is a 'rumour' that we can get our last sem result on next week...
god....pls........dun punish my laziness through failing my result.........

by the way
how's ur CNY celebration?
i had a wonderful holiday^^
and i learn how to play mahjong!!hohoho!!
me,my 2 sisters,and cousin played mahjong at home for two days~haha

but we dun gamble one larr~jz play for fun~

i dun like gamble actually....

i'll be the loser everytime indeed.urgh.

though my father teached me and nearly fainted~~haha
I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO PLAY MAHJONG!!
challenge me challenge me!!
maybe i can win??heiheihei

aiks!have to clean my dirty room now....
in case one day my roommate move in again~
hahaha
~take care~


HAPPY NEW SEMESTER!! LOL


p/s:actually...my real reason for not updating such a long time is that...i forgot my account email and password...i cant sign in after formating my pc...T.T...n i had tried thousand times n finally....u know.....hahaha

it's really terrible.....

omg................
cheryl is officially HAVING A ROOMATE!!

indeed, tis is not a big deal........
but....
at the time my dear roommate was moving in...
i was extremely deeply sleeping ....cz i studied from yesterday 8pm non-stop to today 12pm..lol
n u image tat....
all my dirty clothes piled on her bed....
all my washed clothes hanged on her wardrobe door.....
all my books n notes n testpads everything spread over whole room....
all my empty bowls n plates n cups n packs occupied her desk...............................

OMG........................
i think my roommate would faint if she saw these...........
luckily my housemate stopped her timely from coming in my room~
then they faster shake me to wake me up but at the time i still in slumber...
n wat only i could realise was tat they helped me to remove the mountain-pilling clothes from my roommate's bed and put all my stuffs in order n tried very hard to make the room looked nicer..........n luckily my new roommate dun mind us preventing her from moving in her stuffs to the room for about half an hour.....
thanks gurls....omg.........

sigh.........
i feel so embarrasing.......so ashamed!!!
yea.....it's freaking terrible to have a roommate in tis time!!!
argghhhhhh!!!!!

hero

this song from Mariah Carey...

i forgot since when i love this song very much
more precisely, i love the lyrics...
it's meaningful~
i was reading it jz now,
having thoughts and feelings very different from which i had before...
yea...i have changed a lot...i think... hehe

there's a hero
if you look inside your heart
you don't have to be afraid
of what you are
there's an answer
if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know
will melt away
and then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive
so when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you
it's a long road
when you face the world alone
no one reaches out a hand
for you to hold
you can find love
if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt
will disappear
and then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive
so when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you
lord knows......
dreams are hard to follow
but don't let anyone tear them away
hold on
there will be tomorrow
in time you'll find the away
and then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive
so when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you
that a hero lies in you... that a hero lies in you......


i highlighted the parts tat so close to my feeling
(i tot i almost highlighted whole page??=P) haha
jz having flooding sentiment...






*have a nice day*








o/s: hero inside me...pls....RESCUE ME FROM EXAM!!! =.=''

omg...

jz come obiter...

okay...5 days to die...
till now i havent finished any preparation for any subject...
good then...
facebook again
msn again
blogging again!!!

well done girl
if i fail...
huhh...got no eyes to see my future...
hahaha

okok...i admit...i m not tis kinda good student...
omg...it's humiliating!!











yea...i always buzy...but not for study..lol

and the followings are all my situations in these days....

HEY!! ARE THESE A GOOD STUDENT SUPPOSED TO DO??!!
obviously not la....
so i m not a good student
tis is conclusion...lol
okok...
i'll try to be a good student...=.=