emotional rush

heart wrenching every time when think about this,
so i dont think.

feeling weepy every time when talk about this,
so i dont talk.

when i have told people hundred times that i'm fine/ i'm okay, 
i know i was not.

but when people asked about 'how are you?'
they dont really expect the true answer.

cz who cares?

as life goes on, time will cure everything.
so i will be seeing a rainbow after this episode, i believe.

and i know, you have already seen it,
you are just beside it.

love.