for once, you were my world, you were my everything.
after the incidence, i woke up, and told myself not to be lost in you.
i did it, at least i thought so.

till now, only i realised i was still so lost in you.
and till now, only am i sober.
i shouldnt have put all my trust and hope on you.
ppl change.
so as you.
and you know what,
once hopes were down, you would never get them back,
at least not the complete one.

here comes the last thing i would want to see it happen,
the one i was always so scared of it coming to the surface.
yet it comes still.

what should i do?
guess we both have the answer.

i guess this time, mamamia cant help to heal anymore...
i mean, there is too much for me lately, dont you think?
when on earth would i have my peaceful life back?
or maybe i just never have...