things have been so emo lately, hehe

wokay i think i need to apologize for my super duper down and blue mood recently
kindly please skip those emo posts if you think it could affect your mood too :P

and seriously i need to get over him, and move forward..
i hope i could do it.. god i really need courage..

now, he can no longer read my blog, i think this is good..
as he has already moved on, and i don't want him to know that i'm actually so vulnerable in dealing the whole broke up thingy..
urgh, i'm so useless

no one to blame for us ending like this
though it was indeed a very beautiful love story..
i have no idea how much time i need to take to bury our memories
but i wish it takes no time because i'm almost suffocated in this..
and things just get worse when it comes to mid-night..
especially when i'm alone..

sigh.. i just don't wanna dream of him again..
never ever
tell me if you have any medication/ meditation/ whatsoever to help me get rid of him
i'm willing to try :)
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bad thing happened to my good friend recently..
i hope she can be strong and tough while facing all those pressure and sadness
i have gone through it, i can fully understand her feeling and fear...
i pray for her well being and also people she loves...



cheers :)