sigh

¡¡¡HOLA!!! :DDD
just finished spanish class and had vegetarian lunch with jessy and peiyi :)
met cutie eggy before we left! haha!

15th october, gosh it's the end of week 3!!!
and still i'm doing nothing...=.=

and weather is getting hotter and hotter and hotter
really dont feel wanna go out in the afternoon
yet my classes are all in the afternoon.........>.<

hmm 3rd year is much busier
eventually decided to give up dissertation and do language module instead
despite the 6 hours class per week, i would say
SPANISH IS AWESOME!!! :DDD

for this semester,
AFR class sucks big time
AGS doesnt seem better
MAD 3 is getting really mad..
i like the IF class lecturer tho, have so much fun in his class :)
the most important one and it's for sure,
i melted in every single FM class.. awwww<3 <3 *shy* XDD

hmm it's time to have a nap and then start doing something
yeah it's 'something' though i dunno what would it be :P

¡¡¡buenas noche ppl!!! :D

很突然。。

不知道为什么
很突然的就很难过。。
难过得眼泪都快掉出来了。。
很失落很失落
好像心不见了的那般空虚。。

我忍

回忆终究是记忆
是不会随着时间而不见
越想忘记
反而会更深刻
更令人眷恋

能做的就是不去想 不去想
我很清楚
那个绝对不能触碰到的底线
会是我无法接受的崩溃。。

所以

决不回头

DAMN IT!!!

shietttt i seriously love my new room!!
here ants there ants, bathroom no lamps, make me almost faint!!
the most terrible one is that ceiling!! omg!! it's going to collapse!!  and the lamp is going to drop too!! @.@
it seems like switching on the lamp will add on the burden to the ceiling and make it collapses even faster.. LOL
gosh stupid landlord please check your house properly lar i seriously dunno what happened when the previous tenants staying in the house... 3rd world war ke?? >.<

okay lar after all i have to sleep with my housemate in the master bed room on the 1/3 of the queen size bed..
not bad rite.. lol

yin wei faster come back!!!!!!!! >.<

oh it starts...

have been disappeared from blog land long long time..
it is a messy summer break for me i would say..

full with pain

but now,
summer break ended, final year semester one officially starts tomorrow..
gosh im so not prepared for school again... :((((((

yet im very very happy and excited to get back uni to meet my dear jimuis and friends!! :))))
im sure u guys have had a great and interesting summer and for sure we have a lot to share with!! ;)

so WELCOME BACK TO NOTTINGHAM all my dear peeps!!
see soon!! :D

so long struggling

i have been in a dilemma
someone please
please tell me what to do
i really have lost my mind...

just tell me,
reality or dream?

for once, you were my world, you were my everything.
after the incidence, i woke up, and told myself not to be lost in you.
i did it, at least i thought so.

till now, only i realised i was still so lost in you.
and till now, only am i sober.
i shouldnt have put all my trust and hope on you.
ppl change.
so as you.
and you know what,
once hopes were down, you would never get them back,
at least not the complete one.

here comes the last thing i would want to see it happen,
the one i was always so scared of it coming to the surface.
yet it comes still.

what should i do?
guess we both have the answer.

i guess this time, mamamia cant help to heal anymore...
i mean, there is too much for me lately, dont you think?
when on earth would i have my peaceful life back?
or maybe i just never have...

mimimamimoo~~

hey i'm back!! :D
going to dye my hair tomorrow!
what color would you like to see on me?
here you go some options:
green, grey, purple, red, orange, blue, or, brown

the answer was out right? :P

sorry i know it's freakishly stupid XD

anyway, my summer has been a blank so far, and i still havent found the right mood to study..
maybe after dying my hair, my mind would gonna change too? hahaa :P

for whoever hasnt watched eclipse, go watch it!! :D
and i love big apple durian donut!

byes!