here i miss you again

i think you know that i am going to graduate very soon, right?
i guess you know everything now, you can see things clearer from up there, don't you?
so you must know that i miss you now..

how i wish you would be here to celebrate my graduation together, sharing my joys and tears..
how i wish i would have my graduation photo with you inside, a complete family..

we don't have many pictures, this is one of the most remorseful parts every time when i think of you.. how i scared one day i could not recall your face, so i have to always portray it in my mind that i can always remember how did you look like when you smiled at me or even yelled me..and the tears in your eyes when you knew you were about to leave us..

it has been more than one year since you left.. but it is just so clear and hurt like it was yesterday..
i really miss you